One evening, he met a local, Priya, at community orientation. When she asked, “How you adjusting?” , he fumbled: “Czuję się jak kawa bez cukru—zbyt gorzki.” (“I feel like black coffee—too bitter.”) Priya blinked. He realized his mistake too late: thinking in Polish was a vulnerability he couldn’t afford. Leon began keeping a bilingual journal. In it, he’d scribble Polish reflections, then force himself to translate. “Zazdroszczę im płynnej wymiany słów” ( “I envy them their fluid exchange of words” ), he wrote, then translated. The act became therapy—a bridge between his fractured thoughts.
Still, the internal conflict lingered. At night, he’d dream in Polish, but by morning, he’d replay the dreams in English, dissecting them like a puzzle. The turning point came during a city-wide forum on climate change. Leon presented a proposal in English, then shifted seamlessly to Polish for the Q&A. Priya, seated in the audience, beamed. “You’re thinking in both now,” she whispered. leon leszek szkutnik thinking in english pdf
The plot could follow Leon moving to an English-speaking country, initial struggles with language and self-expression, internal monologue switching between his native language and English, and gradual acceptance. Maybe include moments where he feels out of place, tries to adapt, and eventually finds comfort in bilingual thinking. One evening, he met a local, Priya, at community orientation
Potential themes to explore: identity in a multicultural context, the pain and growth of learning a new language, the feeling of being split between two cultures. Maybe touch on the emotional aspects—frustration, loneliness, eventual pride or comfort. Leon began keeping a bilingual journal